life's not a paragraph

Japan

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 06:26:36 GMT

I am in Japan. Right now I'm on the airforce base so it is like a mini-America. I want to go into Okinawa and shop but my family is extreeeeemely busy for the next few days. However, we'll probably leave the base tonight to go pick up my bro bro from the airport. Then maybe I can exchange some more money too. Japan is awesome. My uncle and co. live in a squat little cement home, quaint on the outside, Americanized on the inside, and it looks out over some jungly mountains and the East China Sea. This morning I watched a soap opera in Japanese and then Fresh Prince. I don't speak this language but I wish I did. Except that would probably require a lot of studying. It is so humid here and like 92 degrees. Ok. I'm jet-lagged.

bad mood

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:24:46 GMT

I don't know why I am the way I am but sometimes I wish that I could just erase everything I do.

my lj is boring

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 01:06:00 GMT

My lj is boring. That is because I am layzee and do not update. But I did weed out all the severely stupid shit just this afternoon. My lj was dorky in a serious way.
Ok. Today I bought eight books and a flamenco CD from le bibliotheque. La bibliotheque. I truly love the library book sale. Charles and I saw all of Shaker and half of Cleveland Heights at the custard place last night, it was hopp-in. Yaaaaay it was also my first day of work yesterday and though I was clearly lowest on le totem pole (gift-wrapper, vacuumer extraordinaire) it was fun and I earned le grand total of like twenty eight bucks.
I am mentally listing all the stuff I have to do in my head and am feeling strangely calm about my behind-ness. Senioritis has come to call, permanently. I'm sorry but with the weather being mildly ok actually beautiful by cle standards there is no way anyone can focus on anything except possibly their hormones.
On Monday I am going to Yale. I guess I'm excited except I think I am really bad at meeting new people. There are those people who everyone just loves at first sight and can make insta-friends, and then there is me. I dunno. But it will be a nice petite vacation although life will become 87342`34jnk n,sfoay90ehsald when i get back.

ho hum

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 23:45:48 GMT

these are the things I have to do before prom:
1. make plans
2. stop biting my nails
3. lose 50 pounds
4. buy shoes
5. make appt. at salon with emileeeeeeeeeeeeee
6. there's really too much to list

clik clik clik bing! whoosh

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 02:01:48 GMT

MY TYPEWRITER IS SOOOOO SEXY. it's a streamliner. it's black. it's cute. it's hot. it's my 17th bday prex from my mummer. it's from 1941. it's one of only 21,000 made. it has a smelly old case.
seventeen feels older!!! hey! NC 17 movies! dancing queen! young, sweet!
w00t!!
usher confessions! yummmmmmmmmmm! thx becks!

dream

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 02:14:50 GMT

I had a funny dream.
We had a lot of people at our house. Kids from school. It was a summer party. My mom had just gotten back from the grocery store and unloaded a million bags of popsicles. She told us to put them away quickly before they melted, but everyone left and went to the back yard. So I had to do it all myself. They were all melty by the end. I took one for myself and went out back. Carlos was on the hammock. He asked if he could have one too. Then I remembered why I liked him.
Weird.

none, really

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 18:38:20 GMT

LOOK OUT!
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picklesprit is a radioactive squirrel!!

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BAD MUSIC TOO LOUD

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 03:41:16 GMT

am still chez papa.
a guy on lake front walk has his two daughters over part time, finally some other youngish souls. the oldest girl is like 2 years younger than me, she's really pretty. extremely intensely nice and outgoing, to an almost freakish extent. i shouldn't say that. i'm just an introvert and people from the other side shock me sometimes. anyway. human contact is healthy. we played bocce ball. what a boring game.
so, now our badass wannabe neighbors (different ones)are blasting some really really bad, beat-less "music", i'd tell them to knock it off but we're not in shaker any more, and i value my life.
i was out driving today from 2-3. i apologize to everyone who was on lakeshore blvd. between those hours. i did not mean to run those lights. i thought the gas was the brake. it happens.

infinitely tardy post

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 00:46:32 GMT

wow it's been like forever. didn't think lj would even sign me in any more. surprise!!!!
life is full. just sent zeli an email not to drink and drive, after that video at driving school. she drinks too much. silly girl. found a half eaten lemon graham cracker ice cream pie in dad's freezer, am seriously contemplating eating the rest of it. am wearing emily's-now-my pants which are nice and shimmery. charlie is coming to call next weekend, woot. zeli sent me a clip of a hippo doing the thong song, now it's stuck in my head.
slept until late this morning, found milo under the covers. identified the different fluids under the hood of the saturn. contemplated going to library, paying off book fines, renting new movies and music, but found self being too lazy. saw sean astin on ellen show. yummmmm. there is no food in our house, we went to chipotle, i ate the whole thing. i haven't showered in a million years.

I burned my cookies

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 19:31:51 GMT

Nothing goes on. I made some cookiedoodles but they burned. Then I thought about Josh Groban. Then I thought about getting some work done. HA! Then I thought about the corn bag. I want a corn bag bed because my house is cold.

waaaaaaaaaw

Thu, 01 Jan 2004 23:42:09 GMT

JJJJJJJOshshshhshshshehsdahfdafjhH#@#@J!K@J@!!@#@!#********************beeeeeeeeeeeep*************(am dead).
Haven't updated lj in forever but is ok because no one reads it except self, on lazy days.

savvy?

Sun, 16 Nov 2003 01:10:41 GMT

I actually got 'Cinderella' the real first time, but I manipulated the system until I got this one. Ahoy!

Pirates of the Caribbean!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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stooopid boys

Thu, 13 Nov 2003 21:39:47 GMT

BOYS EVERYWHERE: GROW UP AND BE INTERESTING, OR LEAVE ME ALONE.

hack hack

Fri, 07 Nov 2003 23:59:28 GMT

I am sick and sick and sick.
Kit Kats = solution
sleep = useless

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Wed, 15 Oct 2003 23:44:58 GMT

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OH NO!!!
WTF NO!!!
nononononononononononnonoononononononononnononono

all around the world, statues crumble for me...

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 01:03:40 GMT

who knows how long I've loved you?
I'm wearing clip on earrings.
Szaturday nite iz gonna be so sooper sexie.
Who is spamming me??? Is it my obsessively devoted mysterious lover again???

a little haiku

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 00:29:25 GMT

many tests this week
red numbers tell the true time
i choose: no study

essay status : COMPLETE

Sun, 28 Sep 2003 00:38:45 GMT

Finished weekend english essay, that is great, still have ++++++++ work to do, why??????
I AM A VERY NEEDY PERSON. for instance, right now I am convinced I need a sig other, but ACTUALLY I need to learn how to survive with my own company, but EVEN MORE SO I need to understand chemistry so I can do our lab, but ABOVE ALL I need to learn to drive.
I loved the weather today. We had a picnick and I ate a lot and it was cold but nice. OK. Time for history homework.

a nutritious snack, dipped in devilish indulgence

Wed, 24 Sep 2003 23:58:33 GMT

(am eating a caramel candy apple)
(am avoiding studying for ++ tests tomorrow)
(am contemplating just taking a nice shower)
(am hoping for stormy day tomorrow)
(am waiting for true love)
(still waiting)
(still waiting)
(still waiting)
(STILL FUCKING WAITING)
(am excited to see new Ricci flick on fri)
(am gone)

surprise!

Sat, 06 Sep 2003 22:10:44 GMT

waaaw does lj home have new format??? neat.o.
I'm at my dad's house, as usual NOT spending time w/family as is my orig. intention, instead am updating lj but really SHOULD be reading history/studying math/studying chem/ if I must insist on not spending time w/fam. Had to wake at 6.30 in the AM to go crew... was fun except we had to stay like .5 hours late b/c stupid other teams clogged up dock. Am definitely loving cooling down of weather. Carlos is being really sweet. Why???? Hmmmmm. Must ponder. Now I'LL end up feeling guilty if I get into a new relationship (no promising openings, poo) because he's saying how he still loves me, etc, etc, etc... note to self: ex-nay on LONG DIST. RELATIONSHIPS. Besides we are both way too stubborn to be together. So it would not work in the long run. AAAAAH WISH I COULD CHANGE SCHEDULE TO ENGLISH W/ BOSOM FRIEND, YET AM LOCKED INTO PLACE AND HAVE NO LEGIT REASON!!!! Double bugger.

yea!

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 22:09:19 GMT

SPOON SINKS IN SOUPY ICE CREAM. LOST FOREVER?????

dear carlos

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 22:02:06 GMT

Carlos, you are no longer classified as a twit, you are only insensitive, because you wrote but never called to explain yourself during my agony. Ok. I'm over you.

OHHHHH NOOOOOO!

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 21:59:29 GMT

THERE IS SOMETHING TERRIBLY WRONG WITH OUR ICE CREAM!!!! IT'S ALL SOUPY AND MELTED. WHY???? THE REST OF THE FREEZER STUFF IS FREEZING AND THE ICE IS COLD. SO THERE IS ONLY ONE SOLUTION: EATTTTTTTTTTTT!

skunk

Tue, 26 Aug 2003 02:47:11 GMT

There is a skunk outside my window and it smells bad. AIM friend has just accused self of being introvert. Where are peoples' manners these days?? I am not an introvert. Got a haircut. Wish I had nice, smooth, bouncy curls, instead have frizzly mess. Stepmom made scene in BestCuts because other mother cut in line. I HATE SCENES. Augh why is brother watching Harry Potter AGAIN?!?!?!

urrrrrr

Mon, 25 Aug 2003 11:59:31 GMT

CARLOS, YOU ARE AN INSENSITIVE TWIT FOR NOT WRITING TO ME. UNLESS YOU ARE DEAD, IN WHICH CASE I AM SORRY.
Love,
Carrie